Gimme one more day

Just counting the days

Waiting the time to leave...

I can't stand to see your tears

My heart is just crying..

I don't want to hurt you,

It tears me apart,

I'm sorry I have to leave,

I have no guts to see your face

I wish I could have one more day to live,

I promise to make you smile,

I promise to make you happy,

I wish I could have one more day to live,

I don't wanna see your tears

I don't wanna see your pain

I just want to make you happy

So smile. And I'll be by your side forever

Because I just wanna see your smile

I'll erase your pain

I'll wipe your tears

Please give me one more day to live....

I just wanna see your smile....

The real me...

About me :

1. I'm rude

2. Ugly

3. Fat

4. Stupid

5. Tomboy

6. Different, to be exact Weird (I don't know why, i just think that I'm weird)

7. Always speak frankly (That makes nobody likes me) o(^▽^)o

8. I'm a lil bit crazy (if already closer to me) but shy look a bit cool (on 1st impression) (⌒▽⌒)
9. Very Sensitive
10. I have a few friends (i actually just have one friend)
11. I'm single (Hahahahah... Not Necessary)
12. Hard Working
13. Dream of being a singer someday (I think it's the most impossible dream i have)
14. I don't like wearing Make Up (Just Lip Balm and moisturizer) (^▽^)
15. Annoying (Some or maybe a lot of people think I'm annoying)
16. Some also think that i'm snob (Am i???? Maybe... hehehe)
17. Childish...
18. Pessimist...(Maybe... But I guess i am lol....)
19. Still tobe Continued (Again...)

 

About a dream

I'm trying to push away my dream.... But it's getting big and bigger, recently... Owh, what should I do.... Because my dream is the most impossible thing to reach.... My dream is too high.... My life is too short, will it be sin if I also want to live my life with happiness?

AAAhhh

Oh My God.... i'm so envy with them they have such a great talent and also have a chance :'(

It's the real me

I really wanna be a musician and songwriter so bad.... But I never had a chance to learn (~_~;)

I really want to write sumthin', but i dunno what (That's silly statement)...

Well.... I feel so empty, i just feels like i've been forced on everything, my heart, my career n my life... I have no freedom at all, i can't do anything i love, i can't be everything i want, i'm here just follow their command. if i said, i don't love him or i can't loved him,,, i just can keep it inside my heart, in fact i just have no freedom for my heart. Aaaaaaarrrgggghhh feels like i have no life or future, i just don't know what i'm gonna be after this,,,,,,,, I have no more dreams for my future,, all i wanted is just freedom....

I want to be freee

I'm Trying to be a loyal friend,,,,, But they're never seen it.... Or it just me who had this feeling????