Just Ordinary

I'm Just an Ordinary Girl,

A lil bit Tomboy, Love Rock, and Watching Movies (My DVD Collections)

I Love Music Because

Let me tell you why i love to listening to music so much??

- Why I love Music :

• Because music is my best friend,
• I have no one but music who always listen to me,
• Everybody doesn't like making friends with me,
• Music is my trash can,
• Since i have no friends to hang out with,
• My room is my place to hang out and music is my hang out friend :)
• Eventhough nobody likes me, but when i sing, i could forget that matter for a while,
• I can't sleep without listening to the music,

I'd like to thank to everyone who creating a great music, and thank's to the music itself, because without you, i might not standing until now, and i may not have a dream..... thank you so much....

My Confession

What was it called? Depression?

Oh...I'll tell you something about me...

and, here we go...

Hey... it's about me....

I sometimes get mad suddenly

I don't even know why, that's all just happened suddenly...

I just feel so insecure with myself

Feels like no one understand me..

I know if i'm stubborn, sucks, childish selfish or anything bad that people think about me,

I just actually need someone who can understand me..

Sometimes it feels better, when you got mad to yourself, you just hurt your body,

but i know it's not right,

but sometimes and sometimes, it could make you feel better,

or screaming, or singing, or crying....

I don't know what is better....

Oh that's all i think...

Thank you.... xD hahaha

Can It really happen?

Can 26yo woman still dreaming of become a "Singer", can she be trained or learning about music, vocal and make a debut after? Is she too old for that, is she allowed to try to the audition which is say that no age restrictions (just formality, but infact there is age restrictions for that), can she have a chance to achieve her dream, or should she just living in her dream?

Some people say, Dream and make it happen, but if there is no chance for her at all,even if she tries, will it happened to her???

some dream come with money( if you're rich, you can be anything you want, do some lesson,take some course, then become what you want), some come from luck (if they scout you, then you could be what you want to be now), and a few are from talent.

And how if it's for someone, with no money, no luck and don't know what her/his talent is, but she/he just have passion and dream to achieve, will that chance come to that person also?

It's 1:1.000.000, depends on what people will see you,,,, just like me, I'm just living my dream, i have no money, have no luck, and i don't even know if i had a talent or not, all i know is, i just wanna be a singer and to be on stage since i was a kid... That's all i had, the willingness with no chance :)

if it's too late for me, why this dream become bigger? If it's too late for me, why some people just come and gimme a courage?? I can't even dare to bury it (My dream).... i just want to make it come true.