Have i ever told,,, if i really am affraid to start a new relationship again?????

Am i deserve???

I don't think i am.... In my age, everything that i dream about are just flew away... I don't even have a chance for everything i want to be... That's why i hate myself... Why i never had any confidenfe myself....Why i always.be so stupid??? Now since everything has change... And all of my dream are gone, all that will stay forever in my life is just a regret...

Help Me

Can't i live happily without any worry?!!?

Weird Confession....

This really is weird...(It's Totally Weird)

I fell in love..... (I know falling in Love is not Weird), but I fell in love to someone who doesn't even know that I'm exist in this world, i fell in love to someone who is really Great and really hard to reach.... i fell in love to someone who has a different world from me (Of course he is Human... lol...) but we're just like sky and earth,,,, I fell in love to someone that i don't even deserve to fell in love with,,, he's too high, he is too famous, and he is too perfect,,,

But Hey... there is nothing is impossible in this world 1-100 maybe i still have 0,001 % chance to get him.

I know i'm weird, but just believe that he will know it someday, somewhere, i don't know... :)