Is He Thinking of Me?

Is He Thinking of Me..
(This was made in the end of 2005 or on early 2006, i don't know the exact time hehehe,,,, it's all about my first love..^^),

Is He Thinking of Me..

When i'm telling him about my feeling, he said that he feel the same,

so...

We make up...We're couple now...

But that sweet feeling just saty for a while..

Is he thingmking of me?

When i'm here all alone.

Am i still special in his heart?

Still he remembered all the good time we had?

I know this time will come,sooner or later...

There's a girl close to him,

They're really have a good time together,

So who am i here?

Am i just puppet to entertain him?

Is he ever thinking of me?

When i'm crying at night.

When my faith already broke.

Is he ever thinking of me?

Does he know my feeling?

No he's not,

He never thought about me

and never know what i'm feeling inside.

His happy now with her,

I should let him go,

and make him have a happy love.

So....

Goodbye..... My Love, My first Love...

Let everything be our sweet memories

Hope You have a wonderful life ^.^

Broken Dreams

Broken Dreams

It's all about her..

a girl who wants to be herself,

a girl who has a dream,

But there....

There are so many things resist her

But there....

There are people said that she has no hope, useless and never can do anything right,

Nobody support her, even her family,

It's all about the broken dreams

The only dream that she wants to achieve so much,

The only dream that comes since she was a child,

The only dream that makes her strong,

Just because maybe there is still someday,,

the day that someone would help her to reach it,

But,

Time goes so fast,

She's getting older now, even the dream never growing older

and never disappear,

She realise that there's no chance for her anymore,

even she tries, the door is always closed for her

It's all about her broken dreams,

she's giving up,

cause,

 she knows that she can't have it.

"This Song Saved My Life"

 

I want to start by letting you know this
because of you my life has a purpose
you helped be who i am today
I see myself in every word you say
Sometimes it feels like nobody gets me
Trapped in a world where everyone hates me
There's so much that I'm going through
I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you

[Chorus]
I was broken
I was choking
I was lost
This Song saved my life
I was bleeding stopped believing
could have died
This song saved my life
I was down
I was drowning
but it came on just in time
this song saved my life

Sometimes I feel like you've known me forever
You always know how to make me feel better
Because of you my dad and me
are so much closer than we used to be
You're my escape when I'm stuck in a small town
I turn you up whenever I feel down
you let me know like no one else
That it's ok to be myself

[Chorus]

You'll never know what it means to me
that I'm not alone
That I'll never have to be

[Chorus 2x]

Gimme one more day

Just counting the days

Waiting the time to leave...

I can't stand to see your tears

My heart is just crying..

I don't want to hurt you,

It tears me apart,

I'm sorry I have to leave,

I have no guts to see your face

I wish I could have one more day to live,

I promise to make you smile,

I promise to make you happy,

I wish I could have one more day to live,

I don't wanna see your tears

I don't wanna see your pain

I just want to make you happy

So smile. And I'll be by your side forever

Because I just wanna see your smile

I'll erase your pain

I'll wipe your tears

Please give me one more day to live....

I just wanna see your smile....

The real me...

About me :

1. I'm rude

2. Ugly

3. Fat

4. Stupid

5. Tomboy

6. Different, to be exact Weird (I don't know why, i just think that I'm weird)

7. Always speak frankly (That makes nobody likes me) o(^▽^)o

8. I'm a lil bit crazy (if already closer to me) but shy look a bit cool (on 1st impression) (⌒▽⌒)
9. Very Sensitive
10. I have a few friends (i actually just have one friend)
11. I'm single (Hahahahah... Not Necessary)
12. Hard Working
13. Dream of being a singer someday (I think it's the most impossible dream i have)
14. I don't like wearing Make Up (Just Lip Balm and moisturizer) (^▽^)
15. Annoying (Some or maybe a lot of people think I'm annoying)
16. Some also think that i'm snob (Am i???? Maybe... hehehe)
17. Childish...
18. Pessimist...(Maybe... But I guess i am lol....)
19. Still tobe Continued (Again...)

 

About a dream

I'm trying to push away my dream.... But it's getting big and bigger, recently... Owh, what should I do.... Because my dream is the most impossible thing to reach.... My dream is too high.... My life is too short, will it be sin if I also want to live my life with happiness?

AAAhhh

Oh My God.... i'm so envy with them they have such a great talent and also have a chance :'(